Ever

It’s ok
I can’t be
Immortal
But can I watch it
Like a movie
And see how it ends?

Or maybe
Not immortal
But to live
Just as long
As Earth did
Our lives tied together

Ever would I, fear the weather
Ever would I, ever would I be

Dragging my
Bags of trash
Like Marley’s
Chains and cash
Then again
What brought me here?

Everything
Happens as it should
Just ripples
From the waves
Of a splash
A Big Bang settling down

Ever would I, ever would I
Fear weather, ever would I

From an asteroid
That killed most life
To what shirt
I wear tomorrow
Happiness
And all the sorrow

Searching for
The answer
Trying to say
With just one breath
But maybe
It’s not each scene

But the whole movie
And the end we have not seen

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